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100 Truths

Mon Mar 15, 2010, 12:43 AM
  • Mood: Homesick
  • Listening to: Say Anything
  • Reading: The Keyboard
  • Watching: My iPhone
  • Playing: Cafe World
  • Eating: Dead babies
  • Drinking: Blood
100 Truths


001. Real name: Kelsey.
002. Nickname(s): Fishy. Kat. Kitty. Cougar. Baby cougar. Love. Etc.
003. Zodiac sign: Cancer.
004. Male or female: I've yet to decide. I don't think it matters, anyway.
005. Elementary: Zamora.
006. Middle School: Douglass.
007. High School: Pioneer.
008. Hair color: Brown.
009. Long or short: Neither.
010. Loud or Quiet: Depends. In school or around people I'm uncomfortable with, exceedingly quiet. With friends and family, way too loud.
011. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.
012. Phone or Camera: iPhone
014. Drink or Smoke?: Drink. I haven't got the chance to smoke [pot] yet, and cigarettes have too many negative effects.
015. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes
016. Eat or Drink: Eat.
017. Piercings: Ears. Hopefully lip ring soon.
018. Tattoos: I want one. None yet.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane: Lots and lots. I love them to death. They feel like home.
020. Been in a relationship: Yes.
021. Been in a car accident: Yes. My mum cannot drive.
022. Been in a fist fight: Yeah.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing: My ear.
024. First best friend: Alana.
026. First crush: Michael.
028. First big vacation: I wouldn't know.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to: My dad.
030. Last person you MSNed: No one ever.
031. Last person you watched a movie with: My family.
032. Last food you ate: Spaghetti-O's
033. Last movie you watched: Alice in Wonderland.
034. Last song you listened to: Something by Rise Against. I don't remember.
035. Last thing you bought: Milk and whipped cream and Starbucks.
036. Last person you hugged: Avy.

FAVES:
037. Food: Ice cream.
038. Drink: Rum or vodka.
039. Clothing: Thin black ties.
040. Books: The Road.
041. Music: Anything meaningful.
042. Flower: Red roses.
043. Colors: All of them.
044. Movies: I couldn't say.
045. Positions: I don't think you'd wanna know.
046. Subjects: Any.


In The Last Year I....
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [ ] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] o.o
064. [x] ran a mile
065. [ ] lived on a beach
066. [ ] stayed single a whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing.
068. Drinking → Nothing.
069. I'm about to → Try to sleep again.
070. Listening to → Nothing.
071. Plans for today → Sleep.
072. Waiting for → Him to regret it.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Not my own. Maybe adoption. Or fostering. Probably older kids.
074. Want to get married? → Not particularly. I don't see the reason.
075. Careers in mind → Techie, Writer, Teacher, Roadie, Band Manager, etc.

OR OR:
076. Lips or eyes → Both.
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach.
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive.
081. Hook-up or relationship → Hook-up.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Trouble Maker.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes.
084. Ran away from home → Kinda.
086. Killed somebody → Figuratively.
087. Broken someone's heart → Unfortunately. Probably two people's.
088. Been arrested → Kinda. Not really.
089. Cried when someone died → Only because I was upset at myself for not being sad. Unless animals are included, in which case every fucking time.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Of course.
091. Miracles → No.
092. Love at first sight → No.
093. Heaven → No.
094. Santa Claus → No. [I'm a jew. I don't support lying to your children. Or anyone.]
095. Sex on the first date → Maybe.
096. Kiss on the first date → Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yea.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Not happy. Content. My emotional pain hit a level where I can't feel any emotions, rather only intense physical pain. But that I can deal with.
099. Do you believe in God? → Not one bit. An I never have.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → Yes and no.

I am 132% mentally ill...?

Sat Mar 6, 2010, 4:53 PM
  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: Say Anything
  • Reading: The Keyboard
  • Watching: My iPhone
  • Playing: Cafe World
  • Eating: Dead babies
  • Drinking: Blood
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.

Total: 6

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[X] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

Total: 11

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

Total: 15

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People sometimes shake their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'.

Total: 20

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

Total: 25

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break and lose a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
Total: 33

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am --% Mentally ill

I'm Addicted To These Things.

Wed Mar 3, 2010, 11:21 AM
  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: Say Anything
  • Reading: The Keyboard
  • Watching: My iPhone
  • Playing: Cafe World
  • Eating: Dead babies
  • Drinking: Blood
1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
My wrist, its an x. I backslid a few months back and cut again, after having not for over a year.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Wallpaper, a bulletin board with random crap from my childhood, a cross-stitched hebrew alphabet, 2 posters of Coby racing, a sic painting of a leopard my cousin Ander made, and also posters on my ceiling :]

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Its an iPhone that has a hug crack down the back :o His name is Phoney-Phace.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
Anything that's good. Particularly Cobra, Panic, TAI, MCR, Say Anything, etc.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
No. My parents don't remember either.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
You.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
My baby, Duffy. My cousins. You.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
I couldn't choose. My stuffed kitty Stripes, who I lost a few years back.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
You. God you smell amazing.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Not from spaces, but from having people around too close sometimes.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
No. I'm scared of what may be hidden by it.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Whatever it is you wear.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON SOMEONE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
Long, for he most part. Whatever looks nice I suppose.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
A club in Vegas. Or never. I don't care.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Either, though caffeine is so bad for you. Worse than pot, as studies have shown.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Pineapples.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Nothing.

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
The world. Umm, no. Like 8,000 people online, I like trolling intelligently. Or else my mum and dad. Or else Andrew.

20. DO YOU SPEAK A FOREIGN LANGUAGE?
Je parle français.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
My kitty used to bring us birds and mice. But someone romantically interested? Nick bought me flowers. And best gift was an apples to apples card for Wonderful, given to me by Andrew.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Yes.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Nah.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Idk, Hot Topic? ._.

25. WHAT`S YOUR DREAM CAR?
Panic's Honda Civic. Or a tour bus.

27. WHAT IS ONE OF YOUR DREAMS?
That you'd fall for me as hard as I have for you.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Just say it. Be straightforward.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Okay.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
My dad. Or my cousins. I won't talk to anybody else on the phone.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Illogical reasoning.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE UK?
Yes, considering I don't live there.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
I'm overemotional and annoying.

36. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE?
Sydney, New York City, or Las Vegas.

37. FIRST JOB?
Working at a rock-climbing camp.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
Writing an essay.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Nothing.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Procrastination.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My clothes and accessories.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Leave the country and go to Australia.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
I want death, death for my birthday. ...except not really. I want a garter snake. Or you.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
None. Or I might foster or adopt some.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I think my great great grandma?

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
No.

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
My pinkies, even if they fuck up and don't go down.

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
2 days ago.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yes.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
I'm a vegetarian.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Yeah, as a result of my trichotillomania.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Hillary Duff. Ahh, the memories.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I don't have friends.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Yes.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Of course, they reveal a persons character.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I cry or sleep or drink or sit on my roof.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Woodland. My first is in San Diego.

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
I don't trust, period.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
The computer. My kitties.

61. WHAT ARE THE FIRST THREE NUMBERS IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
1, 2, 3.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yes.

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Hell yes, they're amaing. My drug of choice is a mosh pit :]

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A MAN/WOMAN?
Logic, beauty, being into the same crazy shit I am.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Fishy, Kitty, Kels, The Annoying One.

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nope.

69. WHO IS YOUR CRUSH?
You. But you know that. And I think its more than just that.

70. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
It depends.

71. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT ON A DATE?
I refuse to go on dates. I don't want commitment. Hooking up is fine for me.

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
I don't have one.

73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
Idk.

74. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
When you would text me with suggestive comments and debates and make me feel wanted. Being with my cousins.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Yes.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Marilyn Manson.

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Sunflower seeds and chocolate.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Andrew. First time ever. 2 nights back. 3 hours. Intense.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT A MAN/WOMAN?
The body type, hair, clothing.

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
Hero Of War - Rise Against.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Illogical thinking.

82. FAVORITE DRINK?
Root beer float.

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN?
Idk.

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Rock climbing to do. Biking and skating to watch.

85. HAIR COLOR?
Brown.

86. EYE COLOR?
Brown.

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
Yes.

88. SIBLINGS?
Older brother, younger sister, younger brother.

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
June or July.

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Yep.

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
CobraCam.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
December 31st.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
No.

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Kisses. Preferably more than that. Though your hugs are fantastic too.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
One night stands. Relationships are useless and troublesome and end badly every time.

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Probably Kenki.

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
You.

99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
The Road.

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Yes. I'm sorry.

I'm everything but normal.

Sat Feb 27, 2010, 6:03 PM
  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: Say Anything
  • Reading: The Keyboard
  • Watching: My iPhone
  • Playing: Cafe World
  • Eating: Dead babies
  • Drinking: Blood
1)Welcome to you classification Meme!!
Find out here what kind of person you are by marking the answers that match you!!
Of course, whatever section has the most points is what you are classified as!!
2)Once you've completed the meme, title the journal with "I am a _________!!" and fill in whatever category you scored highest in!
If you have a tie, then just put both!! ((ex// schizophrenic dreamer ))
3)finally, tagg at least 5 people and see what your friends are categorized as!

Meh, screw the rules, I'm not tagging.

Dreamer
[x] You Can see what cannot be seen by normals
[ ] You Believe in the inconceivable
[x] You Refuse to give up childish qualities
[x] You Always ask "why?"
[ ] You Live in the clouds
total: 3/5

Schizophrenic
[x] You have Positive, Negative, and Cognitive thoughts mixed together.
[x] You're Constantly paranoid
[ ] You're Hypersensitive to criticism, feelings, and insults etc.
[x] You're Moody, hostile, and have some anxiety
[x] You Have blank expressions, and stare when deep in thought
total:4/5

Freaky
[x] You like to scare people for the fun of it
[x] You Find an interest in those way younger/older than you
[x] You Know how to make anyone succumb to you
[x] You have an "inhuman" talent
[x] You take standing out in the crowd to a whole new level
total: 5/5

Morbid
[x] You find cemeteries and dead things fascinating
[x] You can talk about blood and gory things with a smile
[x] Things like coffins and zombie portraits are nice accessories to a house
[x] You wouldn't mind living in dark and horrific world with no sun
[x] You are happy about gloomy and gothic things
total: 5/5

Insane
[x] You Shout excessively about nonsense
[x] You are constantly hyperactive and nutty
[x] You are eager for mischief
[x] You can make a scene and be comfortable with it
[x] You look up to horror movie villains
total: 5/5

Sadist
[x] Being cruel is a good thing
[x] You enjoy watching others suffer
[x] You like to hurt others
[x] You like torturing characters
[ ] You would rather watch someone get beat up than help them
total: 4/5

Masochist
[x] You like being in pain
[x] You enjoy letting people hurt you
[x] You let yourself get hurt
[x] Being cruel is a good thing
[] You like being submissive no matter your opinion
total: 4/5

Geek
[x] You are obsessed with something
[ ] Video/Computer games are more than just a pass time
[ ] You know how to do technological things normal people don't
[ ] You prefer to read and/or collect comic books over most things
[ ] Glasses are an accessory, not a necessity
total: 1/5

Indifferent
[ ] You are not interested in most things
[x] You usually don't have a bias about anything
[x] Your purpose in life is to live and die and to do nothing more
[x] You usually don't show emotion to things
[x] You are pretty much carefree about everything
total: 4/5

Perky
[ ] You are brisk-fully cheerful
[ ] You are very energetic about most things
[ ] You are usually optimistic
[x] You can get overexcited about nothing
[x] You are very enthusiastic about almost anything
total: 2/5

Funky
[ ] You are passionate, soulful, and earthy
[x] You prefer and do styles of different eras other than your own
[ ] You usually smell strange to others
[x] You are Outlandishly vulgar or eccentric in a humorous way
[x] Looking very different from normal people is essential
total: 3/5

Raver
[x] You like wearing bright funky clothes and having unnatural hair, eye, and make-up colours
[x] You are Extravagantly enthusiastic and speak in a wild manner
[x] Techno music is essential
[x] Late night parties and wild celebrations with loud Beatty music is a way of life
[x] Glow sticks are the way to light up a night
total: 5/5

Player
[x] You are skilled with manipulating people
[x] You are skilled at "acting" and fooling people
[x] Having multiple relationships at once is a fun/good thing
[x] You have a devilish charm
[x] You are selfish and arrogant
total: 5/5

Delusional
[x] You usually have false beliefs and/or opinions
[x] You have mislead judgment
[x] You have paranoia
[ ] You always think you do wrong things and are guilty
[ ] Aliens have kidnapped you and tried to probe you before you escaped and came back to earth!!
total: 3/5

Normal!!
[ ] You give in to conformity of what everyone else does
[ ] You are perpendicular!
[ ] You are free from any mental illness.
[ ] You have an "average" intelligence
[ ] You didn't click anything from any other category!
total: 0/5

Stolen Twice Stolen Twice :D

Sun Feb 21, 2010, 11:59 PM
  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: Say Anything
  • Reading: The Keyboard
  • Watching: My iPhone
  • Playing: Cafe World
  • Eating: Dead babies
  • Drinking: Blood
Yes, two o_o


NUMBER ONE;

Favorite food: Ice cream.

Least favorite food: Meat.

Top 5 favorite Disney movies (in no particular order):
1. Cinderella
2. Aladdin
3. The Aristocats
4. The Lion King
5. Finding Nemo [en francais]

Hated Disney movies: The new ones.

Top Five Favorite games:
1. Pokemon
2. Pikman
3. Parcheesi
4. Monopoly
5. Mr. Robotnic's Mean Bean Machine

Least favorite games: Boring ones?

Favorite Restaurant: Jaunitas or Pacos.

Least favorite restaurant: Dennys.

Things you want to say to people you like: I care about you.

Things you want to say to people you hate: Fuck you.

Zodiac sign: Cancer.

least compatible sign: Idk, my bff Jill?

Top 5 sons that describe you the most [in no particular order]:
1. Get Your Gunn by Marilyn Manson
2. Time To Pretend by MGMT
3. Here's Your Letter by Blink-182
4. Do You Know What I'm Seeing by Panic At The Disco
5. All My Friends by Say Anything.

Songs you hate: Ones by Taylor Swift, Justin Beaver, and Miley Cyrus -.-

Relationship: ...single technically.

Chick Flick: (500) Days Of Summer

Horror Movie: Saw or Sweeney Todd.

Fantasy: Harry Potter :3

Books: I've stopped reading :P

Yaoi anime pairings: I'm more into band slash currently. But L x Kira or Mello x Matt are both good :3

Favorite Anime: DeathNote

DS Game: Scribblenauts :3

Ice Cream Flavor: Depends.

Least: Strawberry.

Languages: English and French.

Animal: Cheetahs.

Horror creature: Zombies or vampires. Not the overly used stupid ones though.

Believe in Ghosts: Nope.

Believe in a God/Gods: Yeah right xD

Hell: Nope.

Job: I take care of horsies :3

Dream: You.

Political Party: Anarchist.


AND NUMBER TWO;

Your Dream Guy

.:~Appearance~:.

Eyes:

[]Blue
[]Brown
[]Gray
[]Green
[x]Other [Gray-blue with a yellow jagged lightning bold going throughout the middle of the irises.]

Hair color:
[]Blonde
[]Brown
[]Red
[x]Other (black/dark brown)

Hair length:
[]Short
[x]Long

Skin tone:
[x]Fair
[]Light tan
[]Darker tan
[]Black

Height:
[]Shorter
[x]Taller

.:~Personality~:.

Sense of humor?
[x]Yes
[]No

Protective or not?
[]Protect me
[x]I can take care of myself

Does he mind being teased?
[]Yes
[x]No

Will he be clinging to you constantly?
[]Yes
[]No
[x]It Depends

Will the two of you easily get over fights?
[x]Yes
[]No

.:~Other~:.

Talents?
[x]Singer
[x]Dancer
[x]Smarts

Drugs/Smoke?
[]Yes
[]No
[x[Either

Age?
[x]Younger
[]Older

Is he a hugger?
[x]Yes
[]No

Kisses?
[]On the cheek until we get married
[]A couple times lip-to-lip, but mostly on the cheek
[x]Major lip-lock 24/7 [well, that's not all we'd be doing ;3]

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